Restless seems to be my only state of being, and it has lasted for quite some time now;accompanied wholeheartedly by awkwardness.
- Well, unless my awkwardness is one of my amusing personality traits, and not a state of being. Which is unfortunate sense "state-of-beings" have a tendency to wither over time. I follow the same mundane daily routine of boredom, similarity, and comfort. I stand with no true connection with any group and sit awkwardly wherever I go. My lack of social grace defines me. But I am happily content with who I am; its the person that I'm shaping myself to become that raises awareness.
That is why I believe that this trip, this new adventure, is a much needed experience. A chance to experience change; to fall away from the comfort of my life, and the dissatisfaction of where I am mentally.A small sabbatical from the norm to gain knowledge of who I am in Him, and to experience pure freedom;to create a stepping stone in a sleuth of building blocks for a future;my future.
That is why I believe that this trip, this new adventure, is a much needed experience. A chance to experience change; to fall away from the comfort of my life, and the dissatisfaction of where I am mentally.A small sabbatical from the norm to gain knowledge of who I am in Him, and to experience pure freedom;to create a stepping stone in a sleuth of building blocks for a future;my future.
